Sangeet & me...

music to me... :)(i am still wearing that wide multi interpretative smile)..i am still wondering can any damn words in the world ever do justice to what music means to me?? may be not... but i'll definitely not quit untried...so..music for me is that companion of mine who is associated with every phase of my physical,intellectual & emotional growth...i cannot recall one important pal of life which can't be connected to notes... its synonymous to my existence...& i call it sangeet coz thats how i first heard of it...
now i know, that was a poor try( to pen down whats music to me)...but i am happy i tried...the sangeet connect :

namm gum jaega...chehra ye badal jaega...meri awaz hi pehchaan hai...gar yaad rahe...

Unmasked...

"Kaha kisi ke liye hai mumkin... sabke liye ek sa hona... thoda sa dil mera bura hai
thoda bhala hai seene mein...Awarapan banjarapan...ek hala hai seene mein"...
Everytime i listen to this song...& specially these lines,i lament at how superficially & momentarily a person is judged in every walk of life by every person coming his way...nobody can ever be a perfect human but every body keeps improvising themselves as perfect judges...
The masked advice you to be unmasked & yet are not prepared for your unmasked being...ironical...but very true..

Procrastination...

I am right now feeling contended sliding another set of jobs for "tomorrow".To keep postponing things to an uncertain time frame named "tomorrow" is just so tempting...i always used to keep resolving to quit procrastinating which i feel is sheer end product of laziness, but ended up putting these resolutions for "tomorrow"...
i emoted in a mixed way (amused & confused) reading the Wikipedia for procrastination...summary - kind of mental incapacitance...to again push my thresholds of self control i decided to take discipline seriously... for quite as long as a couple of months i was strictly on a "kal kare so aaj kar aaj kare so ab" fatwa...& believe me being so damn structured does help a lot...but then i started missing my orderly chaos ...now i was faced with individuality v/s good change...i drew a golden mean... "change is good only till it modifies you...if it metamorphoses you into someone you just aren't....that's unfair to God Himself". a proud me loved my solution...since then i keep enjoying the rhapsody in my life...