Sumptous sunday...

after full cream porridge for breakfast + cheesy mixed herb macroni & garlic lasagna for lunch , khichdi , besan and tadka for dinner tasted heavenly like never before :) jai maharashtra...

Joy to the world...the Lord has come...

Happy b'day  Christ :)

23rd December 1997

Christmas at Mount Carmel, class VIII(1997) :-)

Tableau vivant alongside the choir which sang the carol:

We three kings of Orient Are..Bearing gifts we traverse afar...Field and fountain, moor and mountain, Following yonder star...(me in blue as Mother Mary)

if only we had digi cams those days... i wish i find the other few pics that i had...i wish my walkie talkie baby doll still works as she did some 20 yrs back...

Santa are u listening...???

An end...or another beginning?

today a lengthy, cliched chapter comes to an end...i hate it when an end does not mean an end ... God forbid any type of resurrection whatsoever...

Mary's Boy Child, Jesus Christ was born on Christmas Day...

 Long time ago in Bethlehem
So the Holy Bible say
Mary's Boy Child, Jesus Christ
Was born on Christmas Day
Hark, now hear the angels sing
"New King's born today
And man will live forevermore
Because of Christmas Day."

Joseph and his wife Mary
Came to Bethlehem that night
They found no place to bear her Child
Not a single room in sight
Trumpets sound and angels sing
Listen to what they say
That man will live forevermore
Because of Christmas Day

cant remember more of the carol...
i still remember how proud i had felt when this carol was played in the movie "titanic" and i sang along to a non carmelite friend who stared at me as if Cameron had stolen my song for his movie :)...i am soooooooooo badly missing school specially this week :((

If only....

why cant we just stop thinking? an analytical mind can be so disastrous, i never heeded ...why did i ever teach myself to think detached? anticipating acknowledgements, reciprocations or for a matter of fact simply (universally)sane behaviour is an "expectation"? since when? or i am not defining "expectations" in the correct way?...can the sanest of the sane remain unfazed even with the knowledge that the people in concern are naive, impressionable and easily influenced...if only...if only i knew where did i go wrong? both rationally and morally?   

Newer meanings...

        Life's funny...it teaches u something through an experience and overwrites its teachings about the previous mental association of the situation through a new set of experiences leaving ur grey matter to ponder over which association is stronger...i always associated instincts with power...i recently discovered its association with vulnerability...i learnt not to make use of instincts every time...relying on ur instincts, somewhere gets ur bare emotions involved where they dont deserve to be...& emotions are meant to weaken...i was wondering of late , how on this earth did  my practically inaccessible to the world emotions suddenly become vulnerable enough to catalyse my mental prowess...the answer is unnecesarry use of instincts...lesson learnt- even the instincts are meant to be used only for concentric circumferences of mine...
       One liners abruptly feeling like talking 'bout :
Life:- today
Friendship:- balance of virtues
Insecurity:- underconfidence
Hatred - Jealousy ( u hate the one u yearn to be like & just cant be)
God-  Logic openly defied
Destiny- Logic openly defied
Love - Logic openly defied
           Intrestingly God, Destiny & Love to me mean the same thing....the "ones that are not meant to be deciphered on the alters of logic "
          Now i know the former & latter parts of the above  text or whatever have nothing to do with each other....but thats how a blurt is supposed to be....isnt it?