Kuch tum socho - Sonu Nigam

Lovely song...lovely feel...lovely energy and loads of calm and consistency...
Kudos Sonu for the sincerity with which you have sung this one..:)

Connection...

Tut Ke Bikharna Mujhko Zarur Aata Hai 
Varna Ibbadat Wala Ssarur Aata Hai 
Sajde Mein Rehne Do, Abb Kahin Na Jaunga
Abb Jo Tumne Thukhraya To Sawar Na Paunga 
Maula Maula Maula Mere Maula 
Dararein Dararein Hai Maathe Pe Maula 
Maramat Mukdar Ki Kar Do Maula, Mere Maula.. 



this song's in my playlist in since last 2 yrs....awesome lyrics and awesome composition...
One of the most intangible connects i cannot put into words ...the subconsciously best feeling in the world is to believe some unfathomable power will take care of u come what may....& the consciously best feeling is ur ego denying the existence of any power above u... . 

Penultimate acquiescence ....

Tera tujhko saunp de.....kya lagat hai mor....mera mujhme...kuch nahi...jo hovat so tor...
Selfless faith...human or divine?...

Somethings last forever...

Since quite a long time that dilapidated sight was stirring a lot of emotions in me....everytime i used to look at it i tried to rotate my head as well as my thoughts...running away from it was something which was more botheresome ... finally today i stopped by the salvage & pondered over something that can never be recuperated...it might sound dramatic but even the most practical section of my brain could'nt stop me from actually visualizing "tuning forks"(our rock band)in the heap of dust where it stood sometime back ...it took me not more than 5 mins to re travel from the day way back in august 2003 when i, for the first time entered the rehearsal room as a nervous singer, the later days of sheer dedication to riyaz, the days of rehearsals all day & submissions all night, the days of swollen fingers coz of the guitar pick, the summer of 69 performances,the preparations for inter-collegiates, the cutting chais,the ccd partys... the fasts before every performance...the barefoot performances...Sir's small treat after every performance...to my last day in college & at "tuning forks"....
i sincerely wished if only for one more time i could see abhi on the synth, rahul on the guitar, akash on the tabla, nandu on the octopad , amit on the drums, me on the lead & Sir with his hand on my head saying "beta ashich gaat raha" ...
music will remain with me forever...but the medium that let me experiment with it (tuning forks) & the medium the let me exhibit it & won it overwhelming responses(the auditorium) for 5 long years are no more existant..."buildings live"...the masters say...i cudnt understand this better than today...coz today i mourned at the loss of "buildings" as i would have for someone alive...

The song which I will always and forever associate with TUNING FORKS

Alter ego...

Kal raat ek beshakal si

awaaz ne chauka diya

maine kaha tu kaun hai

usne kaha awargi

its said that the good & the evil exist simultaneously in a person & are constantly at war with each other...its he who knows which one to use when makes the difference...

Sangeet & me...

music to me... :)(i am still wearing that wide multi interpretative smile)..i am still wondering can any damn words in the world ever do justice to what music means to me?? may be not... but i'll definitely not quit untried...so..music for me is that companion of mine who is associated with every phase of my physical,intellectual & emotional growth...i cannot recall one important pal of life which can't be connected to notes... its synonymous to my existence...& i call it sangeet coz thats how i first heard of it...
now i know, that was a poor try( to pen down whats music to me)...but i am happy i tried...the sangeet connect :

namm gum jaega...chehra ye badal jaega...meri awaz hi pehchaan hai...gar yaad rahe...