If only....

why cant we just stop thinking? an analytical mind can be so disastrous, i never heeded ...why did i ever teach myself to think detached? anticipating acknowledgements, reciprocations or for a matter of fact simply (universally)sane behaviour is an "expectation"? since when? or i am not defining "expectations" in the correct way?...can the sanest of the sane remain unfazed even with the knowledge that the people in concern are naive, impressionable and easily influenced...if only...if only i knew where did i go wrong? both rationally and morally?